One thing I’ve learned this past month.

I have witnessed many that enter and exit my life but as this journey goes on, I have come to realize that everyone has a phase in my life. People split apart due to differences and some can adapt to these new changes well and some cannot. When two people who once were on the same road trying to achieve the same goal are separated, it means that some where down the road…their paths changed. Cheesy, I know. 

I finally have stopped asking questions that I expect an answer from. Life is too short to have to know all the answers to things and maybe some issues are better left unsaid. Perhaps internally this will eternally kill me but for now, I know that whatever occurs happens for a reason and there is no reason to pry and cry. I’d rather take a moment to accept the pain then simply move on because those are the things that matter within the moment. Moving forward. If someone can understand this way of living then I think life should be quite simple. Once again, “Without struggle, there is no progress”. Things are easier said than done. The pain may be unbearable but eventually it all dissolves and you’ll be okay. It’s not the end of the world and as long as you put forth all your efforts then you cannot blame yourself at all. 

Also, it is necessary to stop picking your nose into business where you are not wanted. Let it happen. There’s a difference between being over analytical and oblivious. Be whats in the middle. Know what the fuck is going on yet don’t go too far. 

Just a few thoughts. Goodnight world. 

ABG inspired by @_josieeeshore. Haha. (Taken with instagram)

1 day ago on June 01, 2012 at 07:48pm

I just want to have a productive summer. As much as I enjoy laying around and attending events here and there…I’d rather work, go to summer school, …just something. I need money. 

#brokeass  

Give•

superbpoetry:

When giving• becomes more important than taking•somehow you start getting• the irony and Beauty of sacrifice- superB

Progression.

It has barely been one week of being home from Merced and I’ve been gyming everyday! I first weighed 116lbs and I now currently weigh 111lbs! Woooooot~~ Goal weight is 105 and to exceed that goal it’d be 100lobs. I cant even believe I let myself gain all that weight. I hate college and the limited choices on what to eat. 

I love summer! Love all this free time spent just lounging around and hanging with my family. Hopefully hopefully I will either get this job near my house, intern at USC’s school of dentistry, and the english class being offered at the CC. Sighhhh. I just would like to have a very productive summer that will benefit my future somehow. Mehh. 

From my collected thoughts:

I do not ask nor expect much anymore but those who do go out of there way to show one cares about another..makes me just oh so happy :)

I just wannna relax with you. 

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My favorite summer song. Enjoy y’all.

I look 12. Hahaha. (Taken with instagram)

Doing me and you could never understand it

This summer.

-Lose weight and get TONED!!

-Buy: more dresses, more skirts, chiffon shirts, SPERRYS, wedges, and colored pants

-Find a yaaabbb.

-Spend more quality time with the people I care the most about.

-Read one of the books on my To Read list.

-More alone time..mos defff..

-Focus more on my relationship with my parents.

-Take mama on a facial shopping spree.

-Volunteer at Dr. Nguyen’s dental office.

-GET class at the CC.

Imma do meeee…buhleedaat.

Here we go.

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Usher - Climax (Jr Blender Reggae Remix)

On point.

Peace out freshmen year of colllege and helloOoOoOoO to summer! :)